Wednesday, March 19, 2014

All Legs

Last night's workout was mainly legs and abs: elliptical (22 minutes), abs, abductor, adductor, quads, hamstrings, leg press, shoulders.  We were going to run (briefly) and swim, but we were both tired (we didn't get to the gym until 8:30), and Phill was having some asthma.  (I don't want to kill my boyfriend!)  I was considering running about 5 - 10 minutes, but I wasn't sure how my legs would hold up after all the leg work.  I'll run on Thursday. 

I am really enjoying the new gym.  I could probably spending 3 - 4 hours in there. We were in there for nearly 2 hours yesterday. 

My second day of Labor Organization and Political Action is tonight.  I'm looking forward to seeing how it goes.  I've left the reading until today (that's my mo).  So far, it's high level information about local government and local taxes.  Fun stuff. 

Nothing exciting to report today.  We may watch the 7th episode of True Detective.  

If you haven't started watching True Detective, I highly recommend you start.  It is a mini-series on HBO and it only has 8 episodes.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Quiet Time

St. Paddy's Day was celebrated by many yesterday.  Generally, St. Paddy's is celebrated by imbibing in all that it is green and/or Irish.  And, if it is not green or Irish, you just dye it green to make it a honorary Irish (or a honorary green?). 

I spent the majority of my evening yesterday alone, relaxing. 

I relaxed by dancing, completely uninhibited.  I can tell you, dancing without reservation is very hard for me to do.  Even alone, I find myself worried about judgement - and, sometimes, I judge myself.  I am pretty skilled (but very unpracticed) in ballet, but ballet never taught me how to relax, move my body all which way or feel completely free.  Last night, I did this.  Listening to the beats of the music and closing my eyes, I just let myself go.  I may have looked really sexy.  I may have looked really goofy and off beat.  Who knows?  No one.  And it felt great. 

I think I may have scared Dunsmuir by my random antics last night, but he also got into the music too.  As I was frolicking across my living room, he followed me.  He showed me a couple of binkys too, telling me he was happy and feeling playful too. 

In addition to my dancing, I cooked and did some additional exercises on my yoga mat (abs, planks, "silly" walks, stretching).  I kept it very light, as I wasn't sure how Sunday's workout would treatment on Tuesday. 

Today, I went to the MD to get a second opinion on my foot and ankle issues.  I loved the second opinion doctor.  He was friendly, approachable, he listened, considered me as an actual runner (which I believe is important), and he actually touched my foot. YAY!  Short story - I have a ligament that has been stretched and pulled too many times.  The damage from many sprained ankles caught up with me.  He provide me with an ankle brace, doing the work that my ligament should be doing for me.  He instructed me to wear it for the next 8 weeks or so, doing normal activities (including running) to see how it treats me.  If this works, then he will know I need surgery on the ligament and nothing else (for the most part) is wrong with me.  

This is a really, really long process.  But, I'm very happy to have some answers.  I'm going to start running, casually.  And, continue with my gym and pool workouts.  This will help me be as fit as I can be, going to into a surgery (if I need it).  


Monday, March 17, 2014

Busy Weekend

Well, the photo shoot was interesting and fun.  I was glad to see that the dress fit me pretty well and it was a perfect length.  I'm not sure I really contributed to the photos much.  I was in a lot of them, but my chubby cheeks weren't the most flattering at times.  No worries though - I know if I keep eating right, the weight will come off when I can start exercising more frequently. 

I had a great time watching Alycia (http://www.alyciacreative.com/) work and the two other models; overall, it was a good day.  It was also nice to be out of the house.  I'm just happy to get through it without freaking out too much.  My anxiety annoys me so much sometimes.

Going for a run is much less time consuming than going to the gym.  On Saturday, Phill and I went over the gym for about an hour and fifteen minutes.  Combine that with travel time, probably an hour and half/fourty-five.  With running, all one needs to do is lace up their shoes and head out the door - unless you want to or have time to hit the trails. I can't wait to be able to do that soon.  Usually, I've already scoped out a new neighborhood through my runs. I'm looking forward to being able to do this in the coming months. 

Saturday's work out was good - We did 35 minutes on the elliptical, abs, and weights (chest/upper back/deltoids).  

Sunday's work out was fun - we did 2 minutes walking on the treadmill, 5 minutes running (YAY!!), and then 2 minutes walking. (I am happy to report no foot pain during the run, after the run, and this morning.) Then, we headed to the elliptical for 17 minutes of cardio.  Then, abs and weights (lower back, chest, shoulders/upper back, biceps).  And, finally, we did about 16 minutes in the pool (4 laps freestyle kick with the kick board, 6 laps of freestyle, 2 laps using the kick board, and 2 laps of breast stroke).  The 2 laps of break stroke were pretty hard - my arms were really fatigued. Overall, the variety of this workout made the workout go by really quickly and it was a lot of fun.  

Another episode of True Detective down.  I am very much looking forward to the last two episodes.  I am very curious about how all this plays out. 

Tonight I will take a day off from the gym, but I will be stretching and doing some light exercise on the yoga mat.  

I'm currently reading A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini (author of The Kite Runner).  I'm also reading Lolita, but I put that book on hold because it doesn't read as quickly as Hosseini's book.  I need to have better focus to read Nabokov's book.  I'll let you all know when I've (eventually) finished these books.  

Friday, March 14, 2014

A Photo Shoot?

Me?  In a photo shoot?  Yes.  

My friend is a Photographer and one of her steady models was unavailable this weekend.  So, I agreed to help her out.  

I have to be honest - I'm a bit nervous and a bit excited to help her.  I'm nervous because I get awkward the second I am surrounded in people I don't know or something I'm unfamiliar with doing.  I'll just do my best to be the friendly, happy Me that I am (usually this always works in my favor, lol).  I'm excited because the idea of getting dressed up to help a friend out sounds like a pretty fun idea.  Also, I really enjoy helping people. 

This will be a good exercise for me and I could probably use to hang out with other women, since I do so little of that (except for at work). 

All I need to do is come with my hair looking nice.  My hair is currently in a recovery phase, due to excessive dying. Luckily, I've been taking pretty good care of it lately so I'm hoping that with some good products and luck, I'll come there not looking like a mess.  I'd leave it to dry curly, but my curls are incredibly unpredictable. 

I'll see how it goes.  I'm sure I'll have some cute photos, if nothing else. 

:)  

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Out of My Element

I registered for my Labor Studies course, Labor Organizing and Political Action. 

The lecturer seems very knowledge, though he talks quickly.  Because he talks quickly, I feel like some of the class may not understand what he is saying and why he is saying it.  I also found some (5 - 6 out of 12) of the Students have an answer to everything, without really considering what the lecturer was actually saying.
Also, many of the Students presented themselves as Shop Stewards or working within certain labor organizations. I got the feeling that many of my classmates are some-what "anti-management". I had a feeling the Student population would be aspiring Labor organizers, but I was hoping for a few HR folks in there too.  It appears I am the only HR person within the group. I look forward to watching my classmates, hearing what they have to say.  It will be me some insight. 

One of my classmates is also one my of running mates over at West Valley Joggers and Striders (WVJS). I guess he is taking the class because he is ex-Post Office? I know there is a union of the post office...but I was confused.  Anyways, perhaps he will let me know at the club work outs. 

There were a lot of talkers in my class.  

I am finding more and more "talkers" in classes I've taken lately; the classes I've taken at UCSC Extension included.  Talkers are those folks who find themselves commenting on anything and everything the teacher says, before even considering what the teacher is saying.  Generally a Talker inserts their irrelevant opinions, creating tangents - generally unproductive ones.  I get the feeling these people just want to be heard.  

Perhaps it is because I majored in a Science that I didn't have a lot of Talkers in my classes before?  I did take a lot of History while in college too, so I'm not so sure. Or is the field that I am currently in?  Perhaps it is the way the classroom environments are set up? 

Anyways, I think this class will be very interesting and I will definitely learn about Labor organization.  I will also learn about politics (mainly at the local level), which I have little knowledge or experience in (which felt apparent yesterday while in class). Anything I learn in this class will be valuable.

Going to dinner with my good friend, Danny, and his wife, Madelyn.  Looking forward to it. :) 

That's all I have to say today.  


Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Exhausted

I went to a Tool show last night.  It was a great show.  Music was great (drummer, especially..actually they were all really great). Lights and visual art were great.  It was the first rock/metal show I've attended where I've sat in the seats. Great idea.  As I gazed down on the stage, I saw a sea of people swaying back and forth; occasionally, the slow waves of people would vortex creating disarray.  Punches.  Pushing.  Probably a lot of yelling.  I was very glad not to be the recipient of a random elbow from someone taller than me in the crowd.  I was even more glad not to accidentally get wrapped up in the middle of a mosh pit. All this said, the moshing was surprisingly benign. Anyways, it was a great show - I'm really glad Phill got me a ticket to go. :)  He got me a gift too, which was awesome. :) 

By the end of this week, I am going to be wiped out. 

I'm taking a Labor Studies class at a local JC.  If I like it, I'll probably go get their certificate or associates degree.  I'm not really sure is someone with a Bachelor's can go get an associates, but I'll talk to a counselor when the time comes.  Perhaps taking this coursework is what I need to move my career forward.  Patience also helps, which I have - I'm just a bit tired of being stagnant. 

I probably won't have time to work out until Thursday or Friday.  So, my weekend plan is to make up for it by trying out the pool at the new gym and doing what I can with the limitations in my right foot.  

Sunday will hopefully be a day filled with sleep, relaxation and exercise. 

Monday, March 10, 2014

What a Weekend

Thank goodness for True Detective, Pizza, Ice Cream, Pride and Prejudiced, and Phill's talents of getting me out of terrible, emotional slumps.  And thank goodness for Phill's upcoming mid-terms, so I could take my mind off my hurt by helping him study (Good Luck, Love!). 

While my "slump" is related to my injury, it isn't at the same time.  I am not going to get into details on the internet.  But, I'd like to remind folks that it is very important to exercise empathy and to think before you speak.  Words sting.  Words can have a lasting impact on individuals and relationships.

I walked two and half miles on Saturday.  I didn't do any formal exercise yesterday, but I did get a swim cap for my hair.  The new gym I'm going to has a pool, but it very chlorinated.  

Not much of a post today.  I have to get back to thinking positively about Phill's mid-term (and get back to work). 

Friday, March 7, 2014

Only in My Dreams

Last night I dreamt (note: Blogger is advising me dreamt is not a word...) I was on a run.  My run became a race.  And then my run ended walking, on a beach with my Mom.  The whole time, I felt normal and calm - even if I was under duress physically, I still felt good doing it.

I miss running.  Only in my dreams do I get to escape my mundane life by going for a run. 

I'm still injured.  My stress fracture is healed, but I am still having trouble in other areas of my foot and ankle.  Luckily, my current MD is having me looked by his more experienced colleague.  I'm hoping this MD has some answers; or, at the very least, listens to me a little more and takes a bigger picture assessment of what is going on.  I am also being seen by my Chiropractor next week, so we will see how that appointment goes. 

On a more uplifting note, Phill and I are going to the gym at least twice a week to lift weights, do abs and do some elliptical/biking. I am able to walk for an hour without immediate pain, too.  I do notice some pain and stiffness in my foot and ankle, but it is not as bad as my stress fracture and it is manageable.  I haven't done weights or abs like this in years; perhaps all of this gym'ing may result in a stronger, balanced me.

I know I haven't been consistently posting on my Blog.  I just moved, so I've been busy.  In an effort to get back into the habit, I posted today.  I am very tired, so I feel this post is a bit lethargic too.